It doesn't take balls to apologize on an internet forum, nor to admit you made a mistake. Sorry, it doesn't.
Though, this thread shows the true nature of our community. One man comes here to apologize, people applaud him and state their opinion, another states his opinion and then an admin and a moderator treat the person with a differing opinion like a piece of crap. Very classy. I guess having a differing opinion is trolling now. Go figure.
Anyways, SMI, your post reads of a ton of excuses for some very bad decisions on your part. I'm not a fan of excuses. I'm not a fan of people blaming their failures on some stress caused by real life. We all deal with stress in real life, not all of us act in the manner in which you have. That is due to maturity level.
With all these problems in game and in real life, any normal man would have killed himself by now or taken a break. - SMI
Don't over inflate your issues. Normal is relative, but I highly doubt a normal man would have killed himself if he was dealing with the same issues you are. A weak, immature man possibly, but not a normal man. I will agree, a normal man that was stressed likely would have taken a break.
Don't take this the wrong way, what you've proven here (if you are being sincere) is that you've noticed you were being immature and have grown. That is something a lot of people go their whole lives without doing too many times. So, kudos to becoming more mature.
Some advice: If leading +LE+ is so stressful you need to find capable seconds. If capable seconds can't be found then that means the members of the faction don't truly care about the faction itself. If this is the case and the stress outweighs the fun, then perhaps letting the faction die would be a wise choice. With capable seconds you will be free to enjoy the faction yourself and thus the faction itself will prosper.
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