Wel. I don't know. I somehow can't forget and forgive what I remember from about a year or-so ago. Haven't met you in a long time, so I don't know, but before, well, very chaotic, being on places where you never should've been, using ships and equipment you never should've touched, confusing people about who's your friend or foe... Have to ask, have you fixed -that-?
I buy things I don't want to make an impression on people I don't like.