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[Hidamari]

Dear mother

I finally paid the gas bill for my appartment on manhatten:)I had my first hot bath in ages! god, it was so relaxing you wouldnt believe what patrolling does for your joints, remember those neural net B movies I used to watch with the robots that look like theyve not been lubricated in about 30 years, haha thats what I feel like after patrol. and yes I knoow you toold me not to get a place with hydrogen fuelled heating and to 'go for electric' but this is all I can afford mother, and dont you dare send me any money! ok? im fine, things are just a little shaky at the moment.

oh, Mother.. I lost my cool on patrol today, there were corsairs mother, corsairs in liberty... I didnt think that they would dare come to liberty, even the rouges hate them. I couldnt think anymore, my hands started to sweat and I could feel my heart beating so hard. I just kept thinking of the day dad never came home.. and when I overheard it was corsairs that did it.. It was scary mother, it was like I wasnt me anymore, and I could see what i was doing through my eyes but.. had no control over it, I wanted to kill them, i wanted to make them suffer. I did, we killed them both.. those bastards! and then after the fight was over.. I just burst into tears infront of everyone, I felt so ashamed, but I just couldnt help myself, I hate them.. I hate them so, so much, and my tears wouldnt go away..

Miss Kelly, told me to rest, made it an order. so I landed on Los Angeles and slept for a short time inside my LZF, I wanted a hug from you, or from anyone.. but I couldnt bring myself to say it, just remembering dads smiling face.. god I miss you dad, I miss you mother... I miss yours and Gregory's pointless arguements, and Vinnys fast wise cracks, I miss you all, I will come home some time soon ok? dont worry too much about me, im.. im doing alright, remember im your daughter and a proud Whitehall.

I love you so much mother! give my love to everyone on the Even Prime.

Tia x x X

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