The impure Diamond

[Jansen]

The Red Hessian Army killed another one, they claimed that it was self defense again. Like they did all the time when they shot a being. But I think they are the ones starting it, they must provoke the beings into an attack on them. They were alway peaceful whenever I was close to them, so I cant imagine that those people tell the truth.
One of the beings contacted me, while I did not even see it. Yet I could understand it and it could understand me. This one being seemed to know what happened to me, it even showed me that it was watching me all the time. But how could this be if they were, like this Dresner said, not sent by gods?
Everything that happens, happens for a purpose. Thats what this one being mentioned everytime I encountered it. I still dont understand what it tries to tell me with this.
Oh, and the last thing it tried to tell me before its thoughts disappeared again, was that I can not find the truth without trust. But whom should I trust? I can not trust the Army, especially this Dresner. But can I trust those beings? They didnt try to hurt me, but they are definitely nothing human. They are something else, but I can not imagine that they should be evil aliens, as the officer tried to tell me...
Can I still trust myself?

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