Reaver Mercenary Co.

[exlibrismortis]

I'm not gonna lie, I didn't initially read the first post. But After looking through this thread I figured I'd give the initial post a go at read it fully. I thought it was a very well written and well thought compilation of text.

The reasons in which ya'll are going are quite understandable. It's a noble cause to aspire for your personal ID to better serve and protect your faction. I have first hand experience on this matter regarding the Virulian Enclave. It something we will be attempting for in the future also, given all goes well. So, I digress, valid reason to be going official. I applaud the effort and wish all due haste and success in the matter.

Regarding the XA stuff, yes, your points are very valid. You brought up some very important events that have happened in the past that I am both ashamed and regretful of taking apart of. Some of the few things I wish to improve upon and get better with. Like I stated above, despite my rantings in skype, given time to think about it, I really do cherish the engagements that I get in with you all.

Reason is, I know for a fact that the Reaver name brings along with it some of the best pilots this server has to offer. I know that when a Reaver pops on radar, I can expect exactly whats about to happen. This switches me instantly into a fight or flight mode. Sometimes I'll duck and run, hopefully getting away, but the times I do choose to stand my ground and fight, I know that I personally have to pull every trick and skill that I may or may not have out of the bag to have even the slightest chance at survival. These fights always push me to my very limits. I can not afford the mistakes I make often and usually pay dearly for them.

Of course I die, I almost never live against ya'll, and like I said, despite my raging in vent I consider it a blessing to be able to see where I mess up and see where I can improve so as that I may better have a better chance against you the next time. More and more frequently I've been asking others, usually on my team, how I did, where can I improve, what can I do better. Sometimes I even ask if I -am- actually getting better. And to my surprise and joy, I have gotten better at dodging since I first started, and it's seriously attributed to fighting people like you guys, and the gold wing, and many other skilled pilots.

I won't excuse my past actions that may or may not have cause me to have a less than wanted reputation, for I fully deserve the consequences of my actions. But I do look forward to every chance I can get to get better, and to be better.

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I am [The_Angels]Mortis. If you need help regarding the rules, the game, or just need someone to talk to, feel free to contact me on skype or PM me.