Thanks. My girlfriend told me I talk a lot like her father, who is a career Marine Officer (would be ironically ironic if I am put under his command o___O), and she also said my mindset is near her fathers too. I said "Ah well, I'm sorry." 99% of my family and friends tell me not too but when I listen to their reasoning I just find how selfish a lot of them are. Either way it's my choice to make. I've made it. Some would have to be insane to do it, sure. We all have a little paranoia in us... just some events in life cause it to be a disruptive of everyday life. That's the boundary we set from normal to abnormal. People can go insane from sitting in front of their computers or receiving intake fire from enemy insurgents every day. It's the health of the mindset that determines what goes on and not the environment. If your mind is set before you enter the hell storm then you'll be the same going in as you're heading out. If your mind isn't set before heading into the hell storm the hell storm will be define who you are when you come out.