I haven't been around much either--just lurking on the forums.
Best of luck, Barrier. If you ever want to hop on Elite Dangerous, let me know. The Starlight Resourse Consortium (lol) would be happy to have you.
You fear oblivion. Yet you forget. The universe remembers every atom of your being. Even dust hums your name in the dark. Roleplay is dead. Long live Powertraders and PvP I guess.
I am sure there will always be a space for you if/when you decide to return.
'I would like to be half as clever as some people like to believe they are' Life is full of disappointments, it is how we handle them that helps to define us, as a person