She looked at the psychologist in a slightly annoyed way. Whole this facility began to annoy her to a highest level. If they wanted to kill her, they are taking too long and they wouldn't be wasting so much resources on her. She wanted to get to the point finally.
"Which part of my past life? The one in the Society, the one when I decided to go against Kogen, not like now when it's safe to say: "Hey I have always been against the Emperor, you know!", I gave my position, comfort and safety for that fight. Now Kogen's gone and I felt that I could serve Kusari again. Instead of that I am stuck here! Wherever here is. What is the purpose of all this masquerade? she let her emotions roll out for a first time
"And you can keep your goddamn sweets I didn't come here to shop for candy"
Lilly nodded as an amused smile coloured her expression. “that might be the most I have heard you say at once Yuki, arigatou.” she sighed and briefly looked askance as she went through the process of considering her words. “the purpose of this place is to decide if you are capable enough to be a weapon. We take those who would be dead and give them a purpose, for the good of the House.” Lilly took a sweet. “I don't care what your opinions were or are on the Emperor, Yuki. Would you tell me about what happened at the black dragon society Yuki? you were betrayed, correct?”
She chuckled slightly, getting little more reserved again, thou not as much as before.
"Betrayed? Of course not. To be betrayed I would actually have to trust someone. That's not a thing you do. The only two people I trusted in my surrounding had nothing to do with that coup. But hai, I was deposed of influence, influence is what you need in Hogosha. The paths of getting that influence differ. Blackmail? Money? Your own body? she looked into Lilly's eyes for a moment
"The point is to keep the sides balanced. So no one has an upper hand and let them think they are not forced into anything. As a woman I might have had a worse starting position but that's about it. The principles just remain the same. Why did I get couped you ask? I underestimated Kayo Chiba's influence and his supporters felt threatened by me and the situation in Kusari. Well can't say most of them helped themselves up considering how many of them ended up in jail when Kogen fell."she smiled
