Hello again. I know your usual method of getting over a period of depression is to roam around in...wherever you usually feel like roaming to. But given the circumstances, I feel like that might only make you feel worse. Our organizations are allies and I want that to actually mean something. So if you're willing to fly your back to somewhere relatively close to Commonwealth space, we can talk about this and work past it together, since you already consider me a friend that's the least I can do.
Regardless of what I see as the right choice here, it's up to you, nobody can force you to live your life a certain way, I just hope you'll see reason and let someone help you.
Uh hi.
I figured i'd be hearing from you sooner or later. As you can probably tell, i'm not exactly near Commonwealth space at the moment, i occupied myself with outfitting the ship - Even though the thought of what happened still lingers in the back of my mind.
At the time it was nice to see that somebody was actually interested in how i felt. It isn't very often i feel as though the other person is actually listening to what i have to say, what staggers me most is the individual in question is from the Legion. No offense by the way, i'm Ex Navy and as a result i'm a little wary of the entire organisation.
It's quite easy to jump to conclusions, especially in my case, i tend to have very poor judgement when it comes to situations that become personal. So i ask that...how do i say this. I might need a little longer to trust you, i have a number of concerns related to the work i do and the place i'm headed. Everything in my life at the moment is confusing to be honest. It'd be nice if i can trust somebody else to talk to. As in reality? i don't trust anybody, it's quite an isolating thing i suppose.
It'll be nice if we can meet again. Something that is very clear in my mind, for once. Perhaps i can put some trust in you.
Tidings. I'm glad you told me you have trust issues, so do I. My past is complicated, while I am a Legionnaire, I am not former Navy.
Tell you what, next time we meet I'll share my past with you - I've only ever told one other person the full story before, you'd be the second and I'd be trusting you with more than my paranoia usually allows me to, but hopefully that proves I have no ulterior motive.
Stay safe and contact me when you're back in Commonwealth space.
Hey.
So. The Titania is currently being outfitted with some specialist equipment in Kusari, should only be a day or so till we're able to return. The schedule was to depart back to Coronado today, however we ran into difficulties with hardware integration. This ship is old after all and has been augmented several times to suit various purposes. If you feel brave enough, we could meet in New Tokyo or something?, otherwise it'll probably be some time before we can have a conversation about our various pasts and problems. As you're probably guessing from seeing this, i'm not nearly as miserable as i was this morning. But uh, it's probably only a matter of time before that shadow is cast over my mindset again. I should get a pet or something to keep me company, is that a good idea on a ship? i have no idea.
Anyway, i hope we can meet at some point. I really need to stop being antisocial, it isn't making anything better for me. Regardless how hard it is to 'want' to get up in the morning. See you soon, i guess.
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