Alright, so when I came back from my very, very short break, I apologized to a few people. And one of those people told me to do something.
Change proactively. -Nyx
I want to know if I've improved or not. Everyone, please give me your HONEST, and SINCERE opinion on if I am doing a good job at being a better person or not. Do not joke around here, I want this to be 100% truthful. If you're just going to joke around here, don't post here, please. But if you have some honest feedback on my behavior, show it to me.
Okay, I'm gonna be very honest to you. If you change yourself according to that person there, you're doing something horribly wrong.
Posting on my phone
Ur a very rude dude who lets their hate get in the way. Pls dont post if u have nothing constructive to say
And I told Ruaiririri that if he wanted to rejoin Aux, he'd need to change his attitude, esp how he tried to come back right after rejoining, others were disgusted by the previous display of acts, which you were told before that doing it was highly uncool but you still did it anyway
Or u know, I could have flipped the bird and outright went
Okay, I'm gonna be very honest to you. If you change yourself according to that person there, you're doing something horribly wrong.
Posting on my phone
Ur a very rude dude who lets their hate get in the way. Pls dont post if u have nothing constructive to say
And I told Ruaiririri that if he wanted to rejoin Aux, he'd need to change his attitude, esp how he tried to come back right after rejoining, others were disgusted by the previous display of acts, which you were told before that doing it was highly uncool but you still did it anyway
Or u know, I could have flipped the bird and outright went
"No"
I guess you're right. I have to try harder. Even though I changed my mind about rejoining Auxesia, I still think you're right that I should probably be less of a douche. So that's what I'm working for. And about me trying to rejoin RIGHT after coming back, that was a misconception of what you said. I basically thought you meant "if you promise to be better, you can come back", not "you can come back after I think you've become a better person", you know?
You're not really a douche, or an ass or anything of the sort. You have a tendency to be hyperactive but we all did when we were young. I'm still utterly appalled by what you did and it'll probably be a thought in my mind for quite some time, but you've been making an effort.
Currently unable to consistently be present in the Community due to life constraints.
Try not to make personal judgements centered around what specific groups of people say about you. What one gathering of players might say, will be seen differently with another.
In short, poke around for people who are similar to you,
I'm sure you're doing just fine. If the term used earlier of 'hyperactive' is true, I think what you seem worried over is pretty darn minor. It certainly could be worse!
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