oTTo I have read your recent posts with a sense of nostalgia. You sound just like me when I first started here. I attacked admin and player factions stating that they were running this server for their own benefit etc. I complained about rules, RP, this, that, and everything else.
I can only suggest to you mate that you take a quick break, then come back (with a new identity if you feel you need to) and start over. Make an effort to learn from the information on the forums in the meantime and you will come to understand why certain rules are in place and soon realise their value. You will never agree with all the rules and you will never like or get on with all the members, but with a bit of effort and tolerance you will soon see what a great server, mod and community we have, especially when compared to many others.
This is a great community here mate once you manage to get accepted and I can say from experience that throwing your teddy out of the pram when you first arrive is not the way to do that.
Sorry for hijacking, just had to have my 2 cents worth
' Wrote:This really isn't something that needs to be taken super seriously because it's a game and most of us are just here to have fun. You should try smiling, you'll feel better about things (honest).